May 22, 2026

I suppose I should put an entry or two here. That way, I have something I can continually update that's a bit easier than trying to make the entire website work.
Lots of big things are coming up in my life, and I'm excited to show them! Lots of good things coming my way.

May 23, 2026

So. There's lots going on, but the main thing is that I'm getting top surgery soon. Which is HUUUGE and that's awesome! I'm not sure if I'll be working on the website
while I'm recovering, and then I have a new job to go to, so I'll be updating this as I can. Not sure how far that will get, but I'm doing my best.

I'm thinking of putting some of my art from the last year in the art tab. I'm not sure what pieces to include, but I like the idea of at least being able to see them all in one place. I also want to update the theme, but that's gonna take fooooorever. I might end up working on some more personal pages, maybe a poetry page or something.

At the very least, life has been mostly prepping for surgery as of late. Lots of research, lots of working on getting supplies, looots of making sure to watch recovery videos. It comes up on June 2nd, and I don't have too much time left to prepare. The good thing is, I'm getting help from my partner and his family, and I love my top surgeon's work, hooray!!! I'm so excited to finally be able to live life the way I want.

May 29th, 2026

I'm both super excited for surgery, and super nervous. While I've prepared myself as best I can, it's still a huge undertaking! I'm so ready to take this step, but I'm nervous. The healing process will take a while. I've made things as easy as I can for my partner, and I'm working hard before the procedure to make sure I have an easy time recovering.

Life is so surreal for me right now. I'm finally somewhere I've waited more than half my life to be- ready for top surgery, transitioning, etcetera. Maybe I should make a specific page for the procedure, so I can upload updates? Then again, that's what this page is for. As soon as I figure out how to make read mores in HTML it'll be more organized, at least.

Surgery is in about 4 days. I'm so ready to have this part of my body finally changed so I feel more like myself. I just hope that the relief that comes with it will be quick, and not something that, like with most of my life, I have to adjust to. I suppose that's the part that scares me the most- the change will happen over only 3 and a half hours, but I will spend over a year fully healing. That healing process will be so worth it, but not easy.

In the meantime, maybe I'll work more on this website. Little stories, art pieces, poems and such might be fun to upload as little projects. I haven't written poetry in years but, I dunno, I'm feeling poetic. So why not?